Saturday, March 08, 2008
fragile.
feels very fragile. vulnerable. uncertain. disappointment. guilt. upsetting. i guess it's all the words you can chug and tink of in the dictionary.
i dunno wad caused it. i juz know that tugging at my heart was strong when disappointment kinda set in. it's like not living up to expectations? well yeah i presume.
it's always not good enough. not knowing that perfection iz unattainable in the first place.
guess that's it for now.
it's what i have and what i'll make do with.
head throbbing hard, crying sure does cause one as much as a hangover would. not that i'm having a hangover and even if i had one it's one over ice cream.
well, guess it's that sudden desire to want to feel protected all over again.
thanks guys for all the encouragements and concern.
i'm fine.
gonna be exploring my choices now i suppose.
*throbs @00:45 <3
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